Parenting twins

Sometimes, I don't get time for anything. Friends, relations, colleagues - looks like I am too selfish, I think a lot about them, but communication will be missed. It's hard to explain, and very hard to understand. Looking at the fun aspects of parenting twins, life is too cool, chill with them. It's funny, if I say parenting them is easy. Still, I just have to make it easy, coz I love them so much. 10 reasons why parenting twins is easy------- 10. I get much more exercise than I used to get - lol - I get hungry than usual too 9. I get to everything twice - double checking as a routine 8. I get to shop often - :) just emptying my husbands pursue 7. Best deals- diapers, formula, wipes 6. Feeling like superstar everywhere I go 5. Getting intimate with other twin moms 4. People don't ask me when I m having the next child 3. My twins play with each other 2. I get to read a. Lot, I like it or not, I just have to... Everything new with them 1. Double of everything - love, kisses, hugs, irritations, anger and restlessness.

My balance sheet as on date...

We all measure our happiness in life. I am no excuse. Comparing with my past, I have grown in many ways,in qualities but not in monetary terms. In the career front, I have placed it to the second position. But I have had always regretted for it, still regretting in a way and will regret too. Looking at my girl friends I sometimes envy them, for having a dual life. I also see their extreme pressures and deadlines, yet they have never scared me, since I always love working and earning money. It often comes to me, trouble me and then I always balance my regrets with my kids and tally them. my career was everything to me, my kids were really a miracle. God somehow have looked at me with favour, though I am a bad sinner, He gave me two little, beautiful, boy and girl twins. Now I am their caretaker full time, mom, maid, nurse, teacher, their everything! I have seen people wearing a garland, on their wedding, retirement day. But I am always wearing two beautiful garlands all the time, in my neck, shoulders and hips, sometime one at a time,and sometimes two even. Priceless garlands, God's Grace and His promised love. They drive me crazy, irritated, untidy and so much. Little by little my anger and bps raise and wonders I see, they just vanish by a mere kiss from them. My dreams to work runs all the time, and I am waiting for the day for my kids to be ready. With them I will also grow.