Trying to Break My silence!!!! - Inner search

Since Childhood, i was lazy to read books. Be it a Novel, Fiction, or any other material, if it crosses a few pages, i have never had a history of finishing it.

Now,i am trying to get used to read books; considering the Silence left after a crunch. Well, this Silence is really new to me, with complete blankness in mind, feeling as if i wish to walk straight by looking at the clouds...

I stopped Myself, and said "Hey common, what are u doing?" and then i walked straight home.

I could only match it with the thirst we have for water. But even after drinking it, if you continue feel more thirsty, it is kind of little unusual...

May be my mind is looking for a deep relaxation, and may be it is thirsty..

It is good, but i should get myself ready for the upcoming challenges, wich may not be possible if i continue to feel like a monk...

Over the past, my mind and mouth were always busy thinking and talking at something or someone.

Fine, i should acknowledge this Silence, since, it has made me cultivate an interest to read after all these years.

Well, reading good books, is making me good as well... i wish to appreciate myself for having considered this opportunity to read....

a drop of tear after a smile

Tears Flowed down, so badly, couldn't notice, if it came from right eye or Left eye after seeing my boy smiling at me after 8 days time.

He had a periodic fever, though active and playing, yet the smile he has in his face were missing all these days. The first day, everyone could understand, that it was due to his body pain he wasn't smiling enough.

Slowly when days rolled on, the lack of smile in his face took away all the smiles we had.

Everyday there was a hospital visit or a lab visit, yet everyone says, he was fine.
But my heart was looking for the reason, of his lack of smile.

Finally found the problem, and medications were on...

Doesn't know if he's cured or not...

But Thanks to God, his Smiles are back

And our smiles too...

With deepppp Sighhh.... my face had a small smile with lots of tears

Certain things are hard to Understand

This article is not aimed to Blame someone,It is just a kind of analysis, inviting comments for further discussion. This is not intended to hurt anybody.

Recently i saw two pictures in facebook.

One,

A young lady trying to protect her boyfriend / husband / friend with her bag, while it was raining heavily. The picture was awesome.

There were plenty of comments from lots of men and women like "so sweet", " NOw this is what we call real love...." and "supr like.....:):)"

and Most women had liked it.


Two,

A young Man was pulling the motor cycle by hand, while his girl friend/wife/ friend was sitting on it. Fine,this picture was also awesome to me.

But the picture's theme was "if u really need girl friend,,,be prepared 4 anything........"

This picture also has plenty of comments like "Yaro petha pullaiyo ippadi vandi izhukkuthu" , " kalyanathuku munadiye ippadina... kalyanathuku apparam.... aiyoo pavam..." and "ithu ellam kadhalikka arambitha konjanaal mattum thaan after that andtha ponnu car thalluravanooda poiduvaa!!!!. so andtha paiyan free agiduvaan!!!!!!! so cool buddy????????????????"

have to agree Some comments for the picture two, also was pleasing to my heart like

i dont think galz r tat much arrogant !!??
i agree not all r like tis.......tis is just 4 fun....
wow nice shot.....

i find the analysis of these two pictures were done in two different ways, though they both look alike...

I feel its hard to Understand, the cause for such a different analysis