In the Pursuit of My good Soul

Nobody likes when someone locks the door outside, when people are still inside. While an open door is also not safe. But where a door locked from inside is what desired by all and is appropriate. Though this might be a universal fact but, it has a lot of meaning and similarity with human behavior. When someone restricts us either in the family or the business concern in our behavior, may be it works, But it has lot of side effects, which has to be treated – Unless it is treated it ends in a huge disaster. While the open door only states, that the person is totally free to act in anyway they wanted – it only means that they will end up again in a disaster. But it would be wise if someone from the family or the boss makes the person lock themselves with their full consent; it results in Good productivity in the case of an organization and long lasting relationships in families.

This is nothing new, letting the parrot carry its cage!!! It sounds little odd, but this is true.
Sometimes it’s not wise to be too brilliant. I would suggest believing people. Blindly believe, may be they might not be to the trust; But they will be Good and up to our trust someday, not that they love to be Good; but for our long lasting trust and hope that we have for them.

Many a time a few years ago, I never knew what patience, forgiveness and the true love was. It took around three full years to understand it. It’s neither a difficulty nor a character that has to be formed in the birth. It comes through practice, determination and hope. But all the three the patience, forgiveness and true love are interlinked. For instance having a clean house is the desire of the elders, we love. Yet it is so hard to practice as we are least bothered about it. That doesn’t mean we don’t love our elders enough. Start an attempt (mostly it takes a lot of time to make such an attempt) by washing your hands and start touching the things in the kitchen and just see the facial expression of our elders. A tinge of happiness in their face – which makes us keep going. The next time when we wash our hands, we could feel the care inside us and the hidden love for them, which gives a sweet feeling deep inside us. And you like to practice it not that you felt that it is healthy to wash hands, but that you love to wash hands.


I like lighted candles. But I’m so scared of the fire. I admire at a distance, the glow of the light and the candle. Once I decided to light it in church to my God. Scared I went near alter with the candles and slowly lighted it and placed it in the tray. It almost took 25 minutes for me to light it, but after lighting it, I felt so good, beautiful, and I know I felt I’m loved by God.

I love pink roses, I don’t know why. And I see it daily when I go to and return from my office. I wonder, all the time – what if one day I buy roses for 200 rupees and have it myself. But I don’t know why, I never bought it for me all these years. But in life only once I bought the pink roses, for which I keep cherishing the moment all the time, when I gave it to my lovable person. I was so happy not only because I felt all the roses were smiling at me but also because of the smile that came from him which was so sweet, more than 100 times of the smiles of my favorite pink roses.

These instances I mention here to make one understand the good feel about sharing of things and love with our loved ones. Until it is shared, it cannot be used to the fullest.

Sometimes pains matters a lot to us. We will remember all sorts of pain and the people who made us feel it, even if you don’t do anything against them, but a hard feeling towards them. I tried many times to make people understand it, but people screamed at me, that they don’t want to understand. For instance, once I was caught in a train fully dumped, I was about to scream aloud to get down from the train – But then there was two small kids who were suffering like me and was scared more by the screams of people. Then I stayed back with them, making them feel at little ease, where I forgot my discomfort there. I realize when I care people; I took care of myself too…

Love makes lot and lot of sense to me, I realized it is not important how many years we live, but how well we take care of people and love them is what is important.

All this is because of my prayer “God do not lose hope on me. Some day I will become a Good Soul and I will be good when I return to you”. And I feel I’m becoming good each day of my life……

Thanks to God.
Thanks to my Lovable ones….
Thanks to Everyone…………………..